life getting tougher

assalamualaikum readers. mana hilang?dah tak update blog?apsal tiap kali bukak blog kau, post sama je?laptop kau rosak?dah kahwin ke lama tak update blog?#ehh. haha, lek lek lek. soalan apa yg last tuu? ada few people asking me this and that since i've not update my blog for a long time. i'm not that busy pun tp malas tuu macam tak lepaskan aku.alah macam biasalah kan. macam tak kenal malas aku ni. tp macam pelik jugak sbb theres still people yg look up my blog. :') hahaha , ye laaa i thought im the only one yg care of this blog. btw, thanks ahh. 

 so, ayat aku yg panjang panjang atas tuu macam tak ada kaitan kannn. okkkk , ini ada kaitan wa cakap lu.

like everyone know, imma sixteen girl turning up to seventeen. Ya Allah besar dah anak umi ayah ni. umur makin naik, cabaran hidup pun makin susah. bukan makin senang. kalau ada yang cakap makin senang tu mmg tipu ahh citer dia. dah makin besar ni, everything that we do kita kena fikir others. even if the decision that you make tu untuk diri kau, you still have to think of others. tambah org yang macam aku ni. cik nina even told me not think of others sangat. waktu personality test, aku punya tahap care pasal others feeling tinggi sgt cikgu kata. sampai aku let go apa yg aku nak. end up, it doesnt give me any kind of benefits pun. hahaha , time tu sumpah aku rasa nak ternganga besar besar mulut. i do realised that so aku macam terkejut laa yg result tuu mostly same with what i felt. i dont believe that test at first people.

  okay back to the story, bab nak jaga perasaan org lain satu hal. nak jaga hati sendiri pun satu hal jugak. aku rasa bila dah makin dewasa ni, nak dibandingkan aku jaga hati org lain dgn jaga hati sendiri, mmg macam langit dgn bumi ahh aku cakap. pula nak jaga hati org lain, aku pendam je apa aku rasa, apa aku nak. sebab aku ikut sgt prinsip kau baik dekat org, nanti org baik kat kau. the fact is TAK lansung wehhh. it hurts me more everytime aku buat something baik. sometimes i feel like wanna ignore everyone and be in my own world. haaa, sampai tahap tuu dah.hahaha you dont feel what i feel people. people said sometimes ur parents, or maybe teachers or friends can be ur listener. for god sake idk with who i should share all this. 

okay good bye people. next post coming out soon

:'(

assalamualaikum readers .

AKU RINDU BATCH AKUUU . rindu gila . sumpah . batch dah tak macam dulu . nak macam dulu . macam dulu . macam dulu .

DAH JUMPA

assalamualaikum readers ;
so yeah baru sekarang aku jumpa laptop aku . haha , seriously aku tak ingat mana aku letak and i was about to give up finding it . tp tadi tgh tgh packing , terjumpa something yang related dgn batch . bhaiii , terus gua rasa sebak bhaii . hahahaha , it might sounds poyo but yeah ambik kau aku lari terus pg sambung balik cari where the hell is this thing . lastly , found it . hahaha , aku nak cerita dekat siapa je haa pun kan . kan kan kan ?

enstek

assalamualaikum readers .
aku tau aku aktif malam ni .
aku pun tak tau kenapa . hahaha , seronok pulak aku melambakkan post malam ni . susah ok nak tgk aku macam nii . so appreciate it . hahaha , so yeah . lets talk bout enstek .idk ow to describe it . talk bout study , everywhere pun boleh jd susah . friends ? they are cool man . tp somehow all their behaviors remind me kat batch , degil diorang , gila diorang . hahahaha , diorang punya bising sebijik dgn bising batch . dulu , susah gak nak adapt dgn diorang . tp now i guess getting better . conflict ? tipu kalau aku cakap tak ada . gaduh ? besar besaran tak lagi . *jangannakmenyetanpulakdoakanada .

nina . emy . syira . nik . que

naddy

huda , jeep , sally , serq

sally , min . dormates . lidi .

farah , imani

hazeerah , serq

serq , nabila 

me and kiki .

one thing bout us , we love camera

with those KPAnians from saser

i don't know what to post . GIVE ME IDEAS .

iftar

iftar iftar iftar iftar

everything

assalamualaikum readers .
another post for tonight .
i miss everything .
everything .
every single thing .
everything bout us .
our memories .
everything we've gone through .
3 years of us .
we live in ur own world .
never care bout others .
we do whatever we want .
3 years bring me make you guys my family .
a big family .
a very big family of us .
its hurt me .
when we have to be apart .
after 3 years .
after all the memories we create.
memories of us that i already save in my head .
theres nohing can replace it .
nothing .
nothing at all .
money ? power ?
no .
not at all .
me and you .
umairah or um ,
BATCH 29 .
siblings forever .

tajukless

assalamualaikum readers .
so yeah , few more days before raya . astaghfirullahalazim , i can't believe it we are leaving ramadhan already . idk what to say . somehow happy tuu ada for sure . but then sedih , jangan cerita lahhh . hari hari aku nangs dalam shower bak hang . *notasecretanymore . hahaha , well who cares right . aku pandai cover mehhh . nobody perasan i was crying everytime aku keluar shower . HIDUP KENA PANDAI COVER . okay , aku dah tak tahu nak cakap apa .





p/s - blog aku aktif holiday kali nii . do visit it always .

ADD MATH

uuuuuu , currently finishing all the add math exercises with hana right now . waaaa , so manyyyy !

ENSTEK

assalamualaikum readers .
err , actually lots to post but yeah i don't know where to start first . frankly speaking i really miss my old life . i know that we are already in july but still , my memories with batch 29 is something hard for me to forget . gelak tawa , marah jerit , main kejar kejar, maki hamun , penat lelah . semuanya kami go through together . ya Allah , hanya tuhan je yang tahu peritynya aku tahan . ok lah , seems like my mata dagh tak tahan . byeeeee

assalamualaikum BATCH 29 , this is the most special entry I guess . So , I was BBMing with zul .and I don't know what drag us into this topic . hahahaha , well actually we always merepek melalut talking about OUR future . again , OUR future . yes , US . i was thinking bout you , thinking bout me , thinking bout us , what we gonna be . hahaha , enough with that . we actually start with not this topic . we were talking bout something else but then suddenly we stuck in this topic . end of our conversation , I pray to Allah . I ask Allah to fulfill our dream , NEVER SEPARATE US , soften our hearts , make us a pious khalifah in this world , put our relationship in peace . and yet after that my tears came out . look , how easy I'm crying for my beloved batch ? ahhhh , I miss you guys so much . only Allah knows it . I really hope that we become matured day to day . remember guys , anything that we do , people see . people learn . so , don't ever be an ego person Batch 29 . okay , don't want to turn into serious mode . hahaha , wanna see our conversation ? well , I am so sorry because these are only part of it . we had such a long merepek conversation actually . and i got this idea this morning so , some of the conversation already auto deleted . hehehe , enjoy . oh yaaa , all these are just joke from us . never get it serious and jangan ambil hati okay people . ingat , ALL THESE ARE JOKES only . tapi yang atas atas we talk abour succes future . so , yang tuu sama sama kita aminkan .

 

BATCH 29

assalamualaikum readers ,
yahhh , bila ingat , sebut , sembang or even pandang anything related with BATCH 29 , memang sumpah aku tahan air mata . ayah umi adik or anyone yang bukan budak batch nii memang akan cakap aku ni emo bagai . well people , you don't know what we had gone through . kena marah , kena maki , kena puji , nangis , marah , happy , all that kami share sama sama . even share makanan pun pernah . (lapar gila time tuu ) now , i am no longer with them . but , deep down of my heart they are always in my mind . what can i say is  for me , they are just like my siblings .

this only part of us . 124 . B29

i'm back

assalamualaikum readers ;

so , how's life ? getting better or should i say getting worse ? hmm ? lama tak update entry. lots of thing I wanna share tapi I am too busy this lately plus tak tau nak cerita yang mana dulu . so , the next next and next entry might appear dengan tak tersusunnya ok . readers , i am so sad right now . trying to accept the fact that  i am no longer in Bainun is something hard for me . okay thats all for now . adios , 

p/s : saya rindu Bainun sangat sangat . :'(

29

hello fellas;






ghindu kita punya


BATCH 29

#heeee ~

hye fellas. eeehhemmm.assalammualaikum yaww. pelik kan aku update blog?hell man.lantak aku le nak update ke tak. awak abe blog,nak tahu tak?ksian saya wak*sayaawakpula,haih. lately nih macam jadik.haha,dugaan hiduplah kan.sedihh wok. rupanya dia smoke lagi wak. igat dia dah brubah dah bila ngan awek dia.sian awek dia wak.ehem ehem ehem.bukan saya ye wahai pembaca. dia kawan saya,kawan cari nahas saya.kekadang sentap gak ngan dia tp nak buat mcm mana an,sayang jugak kat dia dah dia je kawan gila saya. everyone said that i'm his transit girlfie.haha,lawokk.eh,wak.nanti smbung.ngantuk lee

assalamualaikum ,it's been long time i'm not updating my blog i guess.yaa,act i have lots of story to be share but then .when it comes to the lazy me,i can't do anything.all that have been plan will just be a plan without  action.peeps,so many things happen to me this lately.y?don't ask me.i'm not ur God.am i right? but then firstofall,HAPPY HOLIDAYS for those who thinks they are having a holiday right now.as for me ,i'm NOT.totally not.y?this time i may answer u, and it is because lots of schools work make me overwhelme.*ismyspellingright?.

assalammualaikum. heee, alolo tomei dia tuu.heyya peeps.lama gilakk kann tarak update ini my hubby.eih,alaaa.jgn lee marah .busy le wokk.PMR candidate le katakann;well. stop talking about that.ini first post i f0r 2012 right?uke.back to 2011.mmg nk post blik dr moment tuu but then pnat sesngt so i punn merebahkan diri ke abg katil yg empukk gituu.so,sampai sudah tak berpost.saboo je laa. back to the story,mlas nk citer banyak.ini gamba hang arituu ngan kira,naz,iman.

tunggu Iman.umah dkt tp punya laa lmbat. 

turn aku.kira tak nak main.shy shy plok.

nie laa iman.

naz :)

kira 

secret recipe

all in all,we had a great day arituu.